Why do I blog great guns sometimes and then other times I just don't feel like sitting here and writing about things? I didn't really feel like it now but I forced myself.
So here's what's happening in my world as of now.
1. Char doesn't want to be with Mike anymore. Mike has taken this new surprisingly well ... I thought for sure he was going to go off the deep end but he seems astonishingly calm about it which is setting off bells in my head. For now I'm just going to roll with it because there really is nothing else I can do at this point.
2. Caryn has moved back so I get to see Emma a lot more than I used to. She's also renting her own apartment in a month and so there goes Emma again and I won't even be able to keep an eye on her to see how she's being treated or if she's even being watched. Before when she was staying at her MIL's apartment and her "father" was "watching" her he was sleeping the whole time and she was doing what she wanted to do ... including watching porn cartoons on Netflix. Yeah it pissed me off - see a previous blog post.
3. Caryn is purchasing her first car tomorrow and I'm so effing proud of her I could burst! I'm hoping I won't have to co-sign but if I do then so be it. Hopefully it won't effect whether or not I can buy my second house in about 6 months.
4. I'm about 6 months from being able to buy my second home ... I'm cleaning up my credit and paying things off ... like high interest credit cards so that I can save and buy a house. I'd like to buy a house I'm renting so that I don't have to ever, ever, ever move again. Do you know how sick of moving I am? I'd like to take all my shit out of boxes and LEAVE IT THERE. Damn. That reminds me, I'm going to have to start packing soon. Damn again.
5. Work is okay. I'd like to start taking a few days off here and there and then take a whole week off when I know when we are moving.
Why do I write this when no one reads it?
Oh, and Kyler and I have been getting along fairly well lately. I don't know how I feel about that. I'd like to think that perhaps we have a chance at a future but then he tells me yesterday that we don't. He says it's because of Mike living with me but honestly I don't know. I think he's satisfied for now because his girlfriend dumped him last month and I'm letting him have sex with me when he wants it ... but as soon as someone else comes along I'll be shit to him again. We'll see. It's been nice feeling wanted ... even if it's only for sex.
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