Another month has gone by ....

Well another month has gone by and there has been very little drama which makes my heart feel lighter! How sad is that? Well nevermind .... I made an attempt to buy my own house and had it not been for me co-signing on Caryn's new car I would have been successful. I am in awe at the fact that my credit score has crawled OUT of the gutter and into an acceptable range! I had to re-sign the contracts and re-apply for the loan with Mike on it as a co-signer ... okay fine if it makes it so we have a house and don't have to move again that rawks but .. I don't like giving him so much power because he can be a bear with it; don't forget constantly reminding me "it's my house too" blah blah blah .... in the end it won't matter; we won't have to move again, baby boy can continue going to Minooka school and everyone will be happy .... ??? Won't they?

My relationship with Kyler is about the same. He comes over and hangs with me a little then we fuck. Sounds about right. He came over Memorial Day and we watched True Grit together. I like just being around him, sometimes we hold hands, sometimes we cuddle ... either way I need it - maybe he does too but it feels right. Don't know if he'll ever come back but only time will tell.

So I'm about to get my ass chewed out today at work; my boss is coming for an office meeting but we had an issue with a patient last week and I forgot to put a message into the computer so the nurse could call said patient and the whole thing escalated. I'm dreading today.

I'm so tired; can I go back to bed?