So here we are ... blogging again ... and this time I'm not here just to bitch about Groban and how he has disappointed the FUCK out of me with his new crappy CD. It's Sunday March the somethingth ... if I'm not at work I don't know what the fuck date it is. Who cares. Anyway ... I have to get some laundry done and I want to make an attempt to see Bieber's video biography for the 5th time today. I keep going to see it because it's good and inspirational. I used to not be able to even stand the sound of his name but since I've seen it I have decided that I absolutely love that little kid. I've seen it twice with Duncan alone and the other times I dragged (kicking and screaming no less) others to it and they have liked him now as well. My greatest challenge is getting my oldest son's girlfriend to go with me. My granddaughter Allie has become a Bieber fan and now it's time to turn her mother. She is fighting it though but I won't give up. OMFG she just texted me that she will see it with me! Do I rawk or do I rawk? JB you'd better love me! Muwahahahahahahaaaaaa! So it's on for 3:30PM.
So my life ... it would be really obnoxious to say that it sucks and if I could stand back and look at it from some omnipresent point of view I would have to say that I am truly blessed. I live with my family which is nice because some people don't have their family close to them like my son's girlfriend (her name is Char) ... so I can truly say that I'm lucky to be able to see my children and my granddaughters on a daily basis. Sure they make me mad, sure they do things I dislike, sure I don't have "me" time but I have "them" time and I treasure each and every moment. Someday I'll be in some old folk's home and they will visit "when they can" which won't be but maybe every two weeks and I will regret not having appreciated the time I have with them today so I'm not going to make a face and say that I live with my children and I hate it because I don't. We have fun, we watch movies, we cook, we clean ... and we do it together. I have already realized that when it's time to split I will miss each one of them and their retarded quirks. Even my oldest son who is an angry motherfucker and has cut me to pieces in the past with his words ... yes I love him unconditionally and always will. He's got a lot going on in his head and we will never, ever know what it is so patience and a little bit of "quarter" is due. He's smart and pretty fair so I think he deserves some credit.
When I am done with the movie I will write some more about my weird family.
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